by Mike Longhelt



I saw it on their faces that she had been erased from this earth.
Oh God I think I might be cursed
All time seems to be frozen, without her I am broken
Every season feels the same

I don't dare speak her name

I spent a year in recovery

Now all I want to do is have a drink

Ever since they told him she was gone

I find myself chasing the bottle

It's been a year since her memory

I’m holding back hurt with every swig

Cause ever since they told him she was gone

I find myself chasing the bottle
All the way to the bottom
Yeah I’m chasing the bottle
Take another sip and wash it all down

She’s what kept me sober, not some token that I’m holding,
that’s right I’m off the wagon, said goodbye
The demons in this bottle are telling me I gotta
Saying it’s the only way To ease all the pain

No meeting can fix this Your 12 steps change it
She’s gone, this fact I cannot forget
My whole life was shaken When her life was taken I’m done,
there’s not even one drop left


released January 16, 2019


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Mike Longhelt Washington, D.C.

Mike Longhelt , is a Producer/DJ/Vocalist based out of the Washington, DC region. His work has been featured on top radio stations as well as TV shows such as the MTV, VH1, Fox Sports, ESPN, Oxygen Network and Discovery Channel. With his roots starting in the rock music scene, Mike brings a unique view to the fusion of pop/electronic music. ... more

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